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been together for a year and 3 months, we have lived together from the start and we get on very well, I think he is with me but I'm not sure. He is very very protective of me, like the whole time we have been together I have seen my friends only three times and he made me take pictures to prove where I was. Anyway, recently its been getting quite rocky, I found out he talks to girls quite a lot, girls he has had a past with, and he tells me I'm over reacting, I don't have his fb password but he has mine. one weekend he was meant to be going to my family bbq (he has never met my family so this was a really big deal) and he bailed, and met up with friends instead, I was so sad but he made me feel guilty for going on at him so I shut up. That night I stayed at my parents house leaving him at his and he told me he was just seeing a couple of friends (boys) and then his phone accidentally called me and I heard girls. I called him up and he denied it, so the next morning I go to his and I walk in his room and he's in bed with this girl called Dan, who is over here on holiday. He kicks me out of the house so he can go back to bed with her. I was in love with him so I got back with him bcoz he told me he just slept in the same bed as her, that nothing happened at all. A week later I find that he hasn't cut off comunication with her bcoz he has her number on his phone still and he has her on Facebook. He said he had her number for ages but she was here on holiday and I know she got a new sim because her friend told me. I tell my friend that I'm not sure if I'm making the right decision by staying with him and she asks around if he did anything with this Dan girl. My friend asks her best friend (who was also there with her boyfriend on the night I found him in bed with her) and she said yes they had sex, not the time I walked in but twice before. so I ask the girl and she said yes they did have sex, she could be lying because her best friend really hates me. help please help

I need help!!! It's very complicated. Let me start from the start...
I met this guy Jesse in September and we started seeing each other. I finally felt like I found someone that actually cared about me and liked me for who I am, I was happy. So he started seeing his ex girlfriend behind my back and her and I ended up finding out he was playing both of us. He left me and ended up getting back with the ex..

So their back together.. and he was still seeing me, I was with him everyday. Practically living at his house. I was best friends with all his mates. I brought him presents. I tried so so hard to prove to him I was worthy and that I had changed from a ''player'' to someone loyal. I did change.. Because him and I were still seeing each other (Although I was a side chick, there were still feelings there). I told him you need to chose, it's either me or it's her and he chose me, and when Maddie found out, she went running back to him. I know how threatened she is of me because she knows I can give him what she can't. But him and Maddie would fight. He would come back to me. Then him and I would fight and he would go back to her.. It was a constant battle. I never know where I stand with him. Recently we had a talk, and we decided it was best to just stay friends, but there was still that tension between us, and we could never resist it. He's told me that we'll be together soon, and that he cares about me so much and he's proud of me and he sees a future with me but not Maddie. I just don't know what to do. I'm so far into his life that I can't leave. I don't have the strength or the courage to walk away. I'm in love with him. But he has a girlfriend? Do I keep fighting and trying to get him? I'm the type of girl that always fights for what she wants and I never stop till it's mine. I want to stay and fight. But there's only so much a person can do...

We have been in a relationship for 3 years we have a 1 yr old son together. This man is the man I want to be with for the rest of my life but my actions in the past didn't prove that. Over the period of our relationship I have cheated on him over 100 times. The last time being the worst. He went to jail and got sentenced to 6 months right before our son was born. Our relationship already wasn't the greatest before he went to jail but Over that time I tried to "move on" the day he got released we was arguing and I was mad so I told him "I found bigger and better" the same day I decided to go back home and make things work. Ever since things have been horrible.. he has become insecure about his size even tho he is not small he think I lurk for "bigger" our sex isn't the same no more he feels like he can't satisfy me no more
I tell him he does and that's the truth but he just doesn't believe me and my actions in the past don't really prove nothing. I love him to death and since he got out in Feb. Of this year (2014) I have been loyal and haven't cheated on him but that he doesn't believe neither Bc I am an exotic dancer. He told me during an argument yesterday that he still loves me but he has no choice but to hate me because of what I've done to him I was his first real love and I broke his heart to pieces. I guess my question is will there ever be hope for our relationship? How can I change what I have done? Will he ever be sexually secure with me again? What can I do to better our sex life? Will he ever be happy with me again? Help I really need opinions. I am ready to move on and stop living in our past I want a family with him and i can't say that I will ever give up. He's who made me ! I need him ! My status right now -im in love with him... his status-he completely hates me.. we still communicate everyday & were still somewhat sexually active.