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Here's the story:

Earlier last week, my best friend and I got into this huge argument. He was being very rude and disrespectful towards me and it really hurt my feelings. Instead of causing a scene, I just walked away. Since we work together and he's my boss, I couldn't avoid him. As we are working he ask me about an activity in my class. I didn't have enough stuff to do the activity the way he wanted so he got mad at me again and started yelling at me. Once again I walked away. I realized that I had another activity that could have been done so I walked back to where he was, but I heard him talking bad about me to two other girls that work with us. That really ticked me off because he's suppose to be my friend. I know what I did next is really immature but, I rather hold my tongue than say something and possibly get fired. I stopped speaking to them.

Then later on that day, one of the girls who was talking about me with him earlier, told my cousin that I didn't do my job and I deserve to be written up for it and bad mouthing me. Still trying to be the bigger person in this situation, I just shrugged it off, when my cousin told me about it.

Then my best friend comes to me yelling and cursing at me saying that I made the girl who told my cousin the stuff cry. So by now I am LIVID. I tell him to leave me alone and I walk around him going back to my car. He grabs me and tells me I'm stupid and childish and I should go and apologize to the girl. I tell him as politely as I can, which probably was very polite but I didn't yell or curse, that I'm not apologizing because I didn't do anything to her.

For the rest of the week I don't speak to either of them. Then on Thursday night he, my best friend, texts me asking me if I was still up. I don't reply to the text. So the next morning while we're cleaning up, he comes to me asking me why am I not talking to him. I did the childish thing and I ignored him and he continued to ask me throughout the day. Right before I got ready to leave he tried talking to me one last time and I just ignored him. I think I hurt his feelings because I talked to everyone else (except the chick) and not him. So he tells one of our other friends, f*** me and he's finished trying to talk to me.

Now I feel bad because we've been friends for a long time and we've been through a lot. I really want to be his friend again, but I feel like he shouldn't have acted the way he did and then act like he is innocent and doesn't know what he did wrong.

What should I do?