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I completely cheated, I have had an emotional connection with a man over a year. Let’s call him bob. I tell my boyfriend that bob likes me and that bob wants me to leave him and be with him. My boyfriend could pretty much care less, he thinks bob is not an attractive person and that what we have is too strong.

But me and my boyfriend haven’t been great I tell my boyfriend I’m not happy I need more emotion from him and take me on a date etc. we never go out he loves to lay around at home and he is like a wall he stares at his phone and barely talks to me.

Bob on the other hand is flirty and sweet and he has plenty of emotions. I never gave bob a chance bc I had a boyfriend. So we would harmlessly flirt but not much else.

Me and my boyfriend have a fight and we take a break. Four days later I’m with bob he knows I’m on a break. One thing leads to another and I want to give everything to bob. I litteraly take my clothes off and go for it. I have wanted to always know what me and bob have.

What we had was pretty amazing it was natural like he had been my boyfriend for the past year.

So now what !!! I have a boyfriend who loves me but don’t fulfill my needs even after I beg and plead but I love him. Then bob a man I know so much about but don’t know what I have with him. He also is seeing 2 other girls.

Does bob think this is just a hook up or does he want more? In the past I would say he wants me but it’s been a long year. If I get back with my boyfriend will he even accept me if I tell him?

What the hell do I do?