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I’ve never been married,(or even a gf), so at 30yo I’m still virgin. But I feel waiting is the right thing to do, and would make the relationship more special. (Virgin or not.) Would you wait? Would you date someone who wanted to wait?

So i’ve been living with a housemate in portugal for the past 8months. We became pretty good friends. But in the last week before I made my return to the Netherlands we started to cuddle every day and the last day we had sex. I did not have any feelings for her all this time, but now I’m back in the netherlands and I miss her every single day. She also told me that she misses me so much.

I want to see her so bad, that i offered her to share the plane ticket cost when she comes to the Netherlands. I don’t feel like i love her or have feelings (i think) because we openly talk about guys/girls we like and had sex with.

I have no idea what to do with this feeling I’m having. Every time we talk I’m feeling okay but the rest of the day i just feel bad or nervous. Like, as if I’am waiting for something to come but it never comes.