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So, I'm a girl who is overcoming social anxiety. Communication was never my thing, I never had boyfriend, ever been on a date or been kissed. I can be fun and chill with people I know well, but it's harder with people who I just met. This weekend I was at my cousins wedding. I was bridesmaid and I got paired up with guy I don't even know. Everything was going fine for me, I was rellaxed, because there were a lot of people that I know, and get along well with. My pair was talkative, but he was overly self-confident and kind of obnoxious. It was kind of obivious, that he was expecting something more than just talking that night, and he wanted to get me drunk. However, it's not that easy to get me drunk, so the one that got really drunk, was him. Night was passing by and I decided to go to sleep. I had to sleep in a room with 10 other people, which included my pair too. There was only 3 girls and 8 guys, and most of them were my cousins. So me and my cousins were ready to sleep, because it was really late, when my pair and few other guys showed up to sleep too. They started acting like a jerks and throwing things around, especially my pair, because, he was trying to get my attention. So basically I get to sleep for 1 hour, because of them. I wake up really mad and pissed (hungover too), so in the morning, I was kinda bitchy to him and I think I made him a little mad. Now, when wedding is over I feel this weird guilt, that doesn't leave me alone. For some reason I feel sorry for that guy, and I can't stop thinking about it (but it's not like I insulted him or anything, I was just being sarcastic), not to mention, that last night I kind of bruised his ego by not giving into his charms. However, I feel this urge to mend things, to say something like sorry. I just don't know if is it worth it. I just get this uneasy feeling, I don't like the way things ended. So what do you think I should do?