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Okay so I know this is stupid and as much as I don’t want to post this I have to ask, am I ugly? My whole life I’ve always been insecure about how I look. Usually always getting bullied by boys sucks the most, I can’t trust any guys anymore without knowing they won’t hurt me or say something insulting to me and it hurts on the inside. (My own mother says I’m ugly and that telling me I was beautiful would be a lie, if i wanted to be pretty I’d have to look like the skinny white Girls in order for boys to like me.) I feel like I’m not good enough and as much as I love makeup I hate wearing it all the time, I have moments where I’m feeling very confident and happy but other times when I see all my friends with their bf’s I feel super lonely and question myself. I’m very shy but once you get to know me I’m really weird but funny weird and I love to make people laugh even if it involves me doing stupid things. I try my best to make people laugh when they’re sad, anyways I wish I knew what was wrong with me or what’s wrong with the way I look. I’m only 16 and have many years to come but I don't know it’s always been bothering me lol am I unapproachable? Maybe bc I don’t talk I don't know I think it’s bc I don’t look like all the pretty skinny popular white girls at school like my mom said and that’s what makes me more insecure about myself. I look nothing like them, please tell me the truth it would mean a lot. (Please don’t give me sappy comments I just want the truth, I feel like my dad and friends lie to me about this). I understand everyone has diff. Taste and opinions which I definitely understand. Just want to know everyone’s separate opinions about me, thank you.

So, i like this guy I met online (haven't met him in person though). I got a feeling that he really liked me And we used to text and talk on phone for hours, And one day I was in a bad mood and also was on my period, and I was being a bit rude to this guy. I told him "I hate guys like you" . Like I was being rude unnecessarily. And he blocked me off everywhere (like from facebook, instagram, and my number) but he didn't block me on snapchat. It can't be that he forgot because he was blocking me in all those places at the same time and we used to snap each other at times. Anyway at that time, I didn't realise I was being rude, so I sent him this text from my mom's phone. And he didn't read it for days. And he read it after like 20 days. And I have been planning on calling him from a friends phone to say sorry cause I feel guilty and I miss him. But I don't get why he read my message when he hadn't opened it for the past so many days

ok, story time... so over a year ago, i met this guy who is best friends with my cousin. we started talking online and we got really serious about each other, but he lived a few states over and it just didn't work out. then, about 8 months ago his family moved in with my cousins family. and up until two weeks ago, when i went to visit my cousins, i had never met him in person. we were both terrified that it was gonna be weird or awkward. but it was totally fine. and then as my trip went on, i kept noticing him do things or say things that made me think that he had feelings for me again. my cousin reassured me that he didn't, but im not so convinced.
for starters, he kept bringing up when me and him dated, or tried to reference things that only me and him would understand.
every time i brought up a different guy, he would start asking a bunch of questions and being all weird.
he was trying extra hard to be friends with my brothers and make a good impression on my mom.
he always start by sitting across from me and then slowly somehow end up next to me.
he freaking would not stop staring at me.
he brought out his guitar any chance he got and would play "our songs" for a second, until i looked at him, and then he would smile and start playing something else.
i got sick while i was there, and he kept making me tea and forced me to drink it and take medicine even tho i hate both
ANNNNNNDDDDD...
when i left, we didn't really know what to do. like we didn't know if we should hug or not. but i just went for it lol. and it was just a great moment. and he kept on saying how he wishes i could stay longer. and then, when i got in the car, HE FREAKING WINKED AT ME and then smiled and looked away!!! but no one saw it but me!!!
I don't know
i srsly think he does.
but everyone is telling me to just not overthink it.