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I met a guy on vacation in Marocco.
I was there for business with coworkers.
We had constant eye contact (5 days) during dinner.
He is good looking, a college drop-out and works as a waiter.
We met eachother 3 times at night. We walked around.
He gave me his number through his colleague on a piece of paper. He did the same thing.
When he gave me a rose at the dining room.
He told me that night I looked very pretty. Though other guys where looking at me a lot aswell during my stay, I am quite insecure about my looks. Because of past relationships.
I was upset one day and I ignored his eye contact. He texted me he is in love with me..
He gave me a bracelett at our last meeting, asked if he could hold my hand and asked if he could kiss me. When I said I did not want to kiss someone so soon (and gave him other reasons). He looked a bit dissapointed, but said he understood. And we said goodbye.
Now he is still texting me a lot and is sending me heart emoticons now and then.

My emotions are usually very intense, so I can’t tell if I like him a lot or if I’m in love. I was in love once before, and this feels the same. But I’m not dating this guy. I haven’t even hung out with him outside of work.
We don’t talk a lot, but the eye contact between us has always felt so intimate and charged. I’ve never had “conversations” with only eyes like this before, and I really actually kind of hate it. It’s a distraction. But I can’t look away from him, never could. Not since the first time I saw him. There’s something about him, the way he interacts with the world or his eyes or smile. When we talk, he’s very kind and I find him fascinating. Lately, I’ve been thinking about my future and maybe having a family, and he just appears in my mind as the person I want to do that with. This isn’t even like me. I never even wanted kids, but since I met him I’ve been thinking maybe I do. There’s something about him that just feels like home to me.
But how can I be in love with him? I don’t know what he’s like when he gets really angry or hungry. I don’t know his family or friends.

All i see is this soft human, with kind blue eyes and sleepy hair. And I feel like I love him. This is crazy.