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I was dating the love of my life for 3 months. He is a marine officer and I'm still in college. The way we met was only to have sex with each other later to find out that we actually really like each other. The first incident he broke up with me saying he couldn't get over not feeling he could trust me because I didn't hide but was very hesitant and uncomfortable of the telling him about my past relationship. We weren't even officially together but he thought since he was telling all I should too. Well we made up but he again broke up with me saying he still doesn't trust me and he's leaving soon to go to his training school. I was willing to do long distance and he was to we loved each other. I decided to move because of family issues (we were definitely together now ) and did a real bad thing to my mother and he didn't go with out talking to me for a couple of days. As I begged for him to talk and for him to forgive me. Then he finally talked to me cursed me out ( like most marines do ) yet I continued to pursue because I know he was upset. I know pathetic !! A couple of days later I found out I had a chemical pregnancy ( miscarriage ) I told him and he said I was lying. Which I could see why he would think that. But I love him so much !! He said he doesn't want to speak to me. And I told him I don't ever want to talk to him again. But I do. Because I love him and he said he loves me. I think he's just to pissed at me. Will this pass? Do you think he would want to pursue or even talk to me again?