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Ok, so lady's i need ur help on coming to a decision about this relationship im in and weather or not to kick the one im with to the curb. its a long story so ill try to keep it short and sweet. the beef with my girl and i started a few months back when we first got together i dont trust anyone so one day i randomly go through her phone and seen that she was having multiple conversations with different men on kik.. right then and there i wanted to call it quits bkuz i just dont have time4 games, she told me that day that thoese people didint matter that she loved me and deleted the app. like ik its f*#! ed up but a few days later i hooked up with another woman, i didint take the relationship serious i mean how could i? so fastfoward a littlebit she found out about the fling that i had. she's was really up set and told me she wanted space we didint talk for a week maybe a little more then she calls me one day asking if we can b together and workout things. i said sure right away because i truly felt like maybe things could workout and she's the real soft innocent type so i doubted that she was capable of doing grimmie shit. so she cameover that night and we got freaky🙈but before that happened i asked her multiple times if she has been with anyone else and she told me no straight to my face everday for a WEEK! till one day she broke down and couldn't lie to me anymore and told me that she slept with another man. i tbh really dont know what to do like she's the best friend I've ever had but on the other hand this is just the tip of the iceburg she still talks to 2of the guys she had on kik and one em them i caught her making plans to meet up with but never did.. i think. i know im a filthy pig 🐷 for sleeping with another woman but I've done everything to prove to her i really wanted only her. So what should i do lady's 🎤sholud i stay sholud i go I don't know.🎶

My girlfriend of 3 years broke up with me a few months back. I begged the whole time which I know I shouldn't but I can't seem to stop. she's asked me for space and says she still wants me in her life but right now she doesn't want to talk. I feel empty inside like I lost a part of me I have a hard time eating and sleeping, I wake up in the middle of the night feeling sick. I feel like I put on a happy face but inside im broken. I asked her if she ever sees us together again and to be straight and to the point because I really just need to know. All she says is "I dont know the future, but right now I dont think so." I feel like that is a yes and a no at the same time. Is there still a chance? Maybe I pushed too much, I just feel like she is blinded by the anger of me talking to her that she refuses to feel anything more than that. I just want my best friend back, I was going to ask her to marry me, I've never felt so much love for a person before in my life, its hard to keep that bottled up.