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In the last 2 years I’ve been the worst guy ever. I dated 3 women and treated them really badly. They’re still traumatized up to now. The first one was a girl I dated for 4 years. She was super nice to me. But after three years she admitted to cheating on me. So I got revenge cheating. And it became an addiction. She tried as hard as she can to make things work. But I continued cheating. We finally broke up just this September. She still hurting!

The second girl really liked me and wanted something serious. I just played games and strung her along. Messed around behind her back causing her humiliation.

The third woman was still living with her ex husband. She wanted a serious relationship me. She was there for me in my time of distress. Did so much for me. But I didn’t appreciate anything she did. Never took her serious because she wasn’t fully separated from her husband. And just held on to her until I found someone new. Plus I verbally abused her the other day. And permanently left her scard.

Now I’m feeling so guilty and can’t sleep at night. It keeps haunting me what I did. I know I’m gonna eventually get karma for the shit I did. But how do I deal with it now? Would women still date me knowing this about me? I treat my current girlfriend with respect by the way. But she paranoid because I confessed the past to her!

I used to be a shy nerd that got fucked with by women. I was that guy who was too scared to look at another woman while in a relationship. All I did was get cheated on. Then I eventually gave up on females and just used them as sex objects.

Now I’ve come to realize I’m just as bad as females who’ve caused me emotional pain. I can’t live with myself right now. Sometimes I wake up in tears... because the women I really hurt didn’t deserve what I did to them!!!

I've made a completely 180 change. Would u still date me if you knew about all of this first hand?

8 months ago I met this woman named Monica on a hookup site. Me and Monica instantly clicked. We got along and had so much fun on the first date, but. She revealed on the first day she’s in an open marriage. I asked why. She tells me it’s because the husband has erectile dysfunction and he can’t sexually please her. She’s in her late 30’s with. I’m my late 20’s! She only dates guys 10 years younger than her. I didn’t think much of it I was just looking to get laid at the time.

2 weeks later Monica tells me I can’t see other women. She wanted me to be her boyfriend while she’s married. I told her I can’t do that. She got angry and said “I’m selfish”. Her story about the open marriage changed. She told me she and her husband don’t have a relationship. They’re only together to raise a child. Because the husband loves her child like it’s his own. Monica expected me to wait 3 years for her. Until her child is an adult. So she can divorce her husband. I didn’t take any of that seriously at the time.

I continued smashing Monica on a down-low. She started acting like the perfect girlfriend. Doing everything for me. She even introduced me to her friends as her boyfriend. I had a lot of fun with her. After 3 months I decided to let her go. She broke down. While she was out of my life. I tried dating someone else and that didn’t work. So I ended up going back to Monica.

I went back to smashing her on a downlow. Than a month ago I decided to let her go again. She still kept calling n texting me. About a week ago she texting me to tell me she found a man better than me. And she’s divorcing her husband for her new man.

I tried dating another after my that. And it didn’t work. I still have Monica stuck in my head.
How do I get my mind off her? Is this normal?