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Pic is in profile-profile pic is overhead lighting so bringing out bone structure underneath, cover pic is from a year back, its the pic on my ID, in my opinion how people see me in real life when I am not groomed or anything and yes, I am a bit chubby right now and working on it.

Now, I am kind of pissed because when I go through HDIL questions, I see several guys that don't stand out to me as particularly handsome be rated very high especially white guys but whenever I ask mine, i get rated a 4-5 by a couple of girls and thats it. I honestly don't consider myself handsome but at least average or a tad bit above. I don't have any glaring flaws (of course i have many smaller ones but no death sentence) and I have almost ideal face structure with a rectangular face without being overly masculine and good handsome guy features (wider eyes, thick low eyebrows, thinner nose) based on what I see in the mirror unless its lying to me and my facial ratios are balanced. So please elaborate what makes me ugly since thats how I am usually seen by girls. Just been with one girl sexually till date after a lot of beta cucking. I am legit going insane thinking about all this. I sound narcissistic and sound like an asshole in many opinions i have given today, but i am not, i have just gone extremely insecure due to lack of dating and sex and i am fucking 21.