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This has been going on since i was 11 I'm more than pass words on how everyday I wake up enraged and depressed. At this point I think I'm so burnt out from being how angry because of how she treats me now im just depressed like hella depresssedd, I'm usually never like this too, even though all the emotional abuse I always try to keep high beliefs and don't let me emotions get to me, I tend to act like a robot I guess, i tend now to react not emotionally but logically and with reason. She has already went past my breaking point in 2013, and in 2014, 15, 16, I've been at my breaking points before and past that with her, and i swear everyday im hanging on by a thread, a thread is an understatement to be honest, i WISH I had a thread to hold on to. I've told other parents, teachers at school, etc etc but it's always this same implied response "if she isn't physically hitting you, you're fine and I can't do anything.

I'm 17 now just turned it about a month and a half ago, I don't believe i can wait another 11 months to move out and on top of that I don't believe i can even move out at 18 i don't have any plans and my mother refuses pretty much to let me grow as and be independent and myself. whenever I try to get a job or improve myself she always tries to drag me back down and hold me back from trying to learn or improve, im a straight A student, the lowest grade i have is a B+ and I don't know what I do, I dont do drugs, i work my ass off everyday in school, and I come home and work my ass off for my mother too, I do everything she says without me even talking back for a second and she still blames me for messes around the house even though my room is spotless and I clean everything, I do everything to make her happy, try to make her food in the morning and wake up early for her just so i can at least make her coffee try to make her smile or appreciate me in anyway but she is the way she is.