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OKay, basically this guy and I dated for 6 months last year but it was not really official like boyfriend and girlfriend type thing yet it was definitely exclusive. I heard some stuff about him cheating and I ended it straight away because my past relationship gave me trust issues. After we I ended it with no proof, he removed me from snapchat and me being petty I removed him from my Instagram. I will tell you a little about this guy, he is known to be a fuckboy him and his "clique", yet when we were together it never really showed that he was, then again he is the type to make you feel like everything is on the table and he is giving you the whole truth and you barely know shit about him. Regardless of the fact that I made him sound like such an ass, I really liked this guy. it's been a year now that we haven't been together and I recently saw him after a year of not seeing him. When I saw him he hugged me and said that he missed me or whatever and throughout the night he was staring at me the whole time. I felt some typa way that I can't explain when I saw him. I need your help to tell me if I should add him back on social media and wait to see what happens and just leave it alone and not do shit about it.

OK, I have commitment issues, trust issues and everything else so I always keep my distance when interacting with people. But hell if I really like you and choose you to be in my life I get very possessive.

I make everything possible to keep you in my life and keep you sort of "mine". I don't know if that makes sense.

And not just romantic relationships. This includes family members, male, female friends and boyfriends. For example if MY bestie is going out for drinks with another girl friend that I do not like or approve of and she sees her enough times to make "inside jokes", it's gonna cause problems with me. Go figure what I am like when it comes to boyfriends...

Is there any hope? Am I still lovable?