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So me and my man have been together 2yrs we have talked about marriage... he has asked my mom's permission... I know his family. Me & him get along great... I can trust him we tell each other everything... We love each other. Here is the issue he doesn't ever really initiate sex... when I do he just kind of blows it off. Shoot even when I try to make it with him I have to practically force him to French kiss the very rare times we do always leads to very passionate sex but he barely ever French kisses me. Just a regular non passionate kiss sometimes cute... I know he ain't cheating he is either work or with me. Plus he ain't that guy. We have talked about this and he is like I love you I think your beautiful I'm gonna tear your ass up (which doesn't happen). So what's the deal... please help because this is frustrating and it hurts.

so me and this guys were "together" (it wasn't official, and we both haven't really dated a lot of people before eachother) anyway, we were simple and we made out and kissed a little here and there but then after we hung out i got a super strong feeling that it was wrong and i had to end it, i couldnt get it out of my head so i listened to it. but then we talked and got along really well one day and he texted me asking why we "broke up" and i said it was because i got freaked out because we were moving too fast, and so we got back to our unofficial relationship... we never really texted or talked to eachother, and even when we could hang out or were in the same place we didn't really hang out or talk AT ALL. this really bothered me, a lot. it made me mad at him, i would text him and hed never respond, its like why would you want to be in a relationship with someone you dont even talk to? so i met up with him and told him i felt like we werent working out, that we never talked or hung out or anything and he asked what i wanted to do and i said I don't know, and he sorta broke it off for me... i felt so bad because he looked so hurt :( but anyway, now that we aren't together i miss him AGAIN, whats wrong with me? i keep thinking of what we could have been, but i know that while i was in the relationship it wasn't happening, but now that im out i keep thinking but what if it did? i can't keep putting him thorough my indecisiveness so what do i do? was i right? was i wrong? what if i can't do better than that and i blew it? really low right now :(