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How many of you have never been in a relationship have had sex or kissed? don't worry ill add a poll for this. but I am 17 and vaguely remember being kissed like at 5 but don't know. and have never been in a relationship. I only ever felt attraction to 1 girl who I was friends with in middle school but never actually confessed or anything she had blonde hair but a natural blonde and later I found the rarest type of blonde there is and either blue or light brown eyes. I could never tell as I always felt really weird if I kept eye contact with her. God, what she would look like now I would not be surprised if she was the most popular girl there and head of the football team *because she would kick ass and probably scare the cheerleaders too much to be able to join them. though she was not the type to do so* I was a little afraid of her, to be honest, she would play fight and always end up sitting on my back during recess. *side note probably why I am Sub* But I Digress.

though besides her I have never really had an attraction to White women or any women who are not Asian. and they are a rare race around here *partly why I am moving after I get a base level in another language* which is probably why I have never felt the desire to be in a relationship or even do any girls at my school or around where I live. also I checked to see if I am Gay and that is a no. so I am pretty sure my current hypothesis is correct *look at me using fancy words am I smart yet?* anyhow any discussion would be appreciated so I don't think myself something weird. *more than I already am*

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why is this place nicknamed GAG but there is also 9GAG. are they related or did more than one person choke on something and decide to name there site that