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My ex-bf who is a year ahead of me in high school. Is about to go to college broke up with me last Monday when school was nearly ending through text saying that he honestly doesn't see this going anywhere, he told me that i ws starting the problems, that he couldn't date all this time and that he knew what he was getting into with me i kept asking what he meant by that but he kept saying that he doesn't know. He was only romantic through texts saying that he wanted to be my first kiss and he sent me pictures of couples cuddling and kissing saying that he wanted that with me but he never held my hand, he never asked me out on a date, he never kissed me he just gave me hugs and we spent time together in school. We had a lot of arguments through text because of this. He said that he doesn't show pda especially since i am not outgoing. Now that we broke up i told him that he broke my heart even though he was kind of sweet about it in the text. he now acts like i don't exist he doesn't initiate texts anymore except for that one time to ask if i was okay and he doesn't even try to see me anymore. This was a lame relationship but it was my first so i am here hurt and he is unchanged i wasn't his first. He told me that we wanted different things that he didn't want anything serious. And i recently did something stupid, i wrote to him telling him how much i missed him and he ignored it and when i asked him why he ignored me he said twice that we are just friends. He is leaving and he isn't even going to say good bye to me.