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I have liked this guy since I was 13 he was at least 15. When I met him at first I thought he was a butthole but then I started to think he was cute , and funny and awesome. He had a girlfriend so, I never told him how I felt. Next school year I was a freshman but, he had another girlfriend. We didn't really talk much maybe, said "hey" once or twice .So, I decided to wait until they were broken up to make my move . I waited a year but then he had another girlfriend. I liked this other guy now so I forgot about him , but it didn't work out with him. Then I realized that I still liked guy 1 again. Next school year I saw him in the hallway all of the time. I was too shy to say "hey" or hug him and ask how he was. Sometimes if we saw each other in public he would stare at me and give me that "I know you" look. Then he got another girlfriend , then another after her. Then a few months later I decided to write him a note to tell him how I felt ( I think he was single then) so I could get over him. My friend delivered ift for me. He told her he remembered me. I hid from him with embarrassment. Then one day I walked in front of him and he looked me dead in the eyes with a serious look on his face. I then regretted writing that note. Months later I think he got back with the last chick he was with. Now it's my junior year and now he stares at me sometimes and doesn’t look away when I notice. He even does it when we are inches away from each other. He's still with that same chick. It bothers me that he knows I like him. I want to talk to him about it but, I feel like he would think that was weird or stupid for me to try talking to him. I just want to get over him. I thought the note would do it but, it only made it worse. He sometimes listens to my conversations I have with my friends If he's walking next to me or behind me (I can tell because he's looking right at me). I turn around and he's looking at me. I need to get over him .Help please. Should I talk to him or leave it alone?