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That word is a turn off for me. I prob say it at least twice a year. It usually legit slips out when im extremely mad at a customer so i mumble it to myself. Or when im venting to someone else, i’ll say “that bi—“ and then i cut myself off and pray for forgiveness 😆🤦‍♀️ I prefer substitutes like hoe or bastard or wench lol. The word is just super demeaning/degrading and i dont think men or women should say or be called a B word. I honestly prefer listening to songs by radio for a reason cause at least i know they’ll blurr the word or do a stutter take like “She a bad bad” 😂 I know some girls refer to eachother as a B in a friendly but i dont play that and told my friend girls to cut it out immediately. I hate when men refer to their women as “my old lady” but i hate it even more when they say “Thats my B—“. Calling me a B word or whore or slut in the bedroom would also be an ultimate automatic turnoff. I prefer she's a freak, naughty, or a bad girl lol. And if the dude calls me a B word during an argument, we’re over automatically 🤷‍♀️ I hate the C word more but still... plus hardly anyone here in person uses the C word. I only see it on GaG and on reality shows... #FeelFreeToList #TheBword

So I am a girl and I have a friend nearly 20 years older. We have become close recently. I am bisexual and her behaviour confuses me a bit. I don't want to get mixed messages but because we are new friends, I kinda don't want to ask outright just yet about whether she is attracted/keen on me. She doesn't know I'm bi by the way. She is a big Christian too. The thing is, over the last week she has been acting distant. I posted a pic of my ex-boyfriend (who she doesn't even know about) in my Whatsapp status, she saw it and then suddenly I couldn't see her Whatsapp profile pic within 30 minutes of doing that.

Anyhoo, basically
1) I have caught her just staring at me, for no reason.
2) We were standing next to each other to get a group picture and I held her hand above my shoulder and she took it away and put it tightly around my waist (don't know if that is a good or bad thing). When I turned to her to say something, she was a bit flustered and red in the face.
3) When I speak to her, she watches my mouth sometimes and looks at my chest. I find this odd considering I'm sitting right next to her and watch her do it. 4) She checks my WhatsApp statuses quite often. 5) I told her my friends are the only people who get my jokes and she got upset and said, "what about me? I laugh at you all the time."