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we were together for 2 years, and we split about 2 years ago.

We had an amazing relationship and argued only once, and that was about the break up. Things started to go wrong when she moved away to go to university, and for a while, we didn't talk. things were still ok between us, but we decided it was best to have no contact.

I now see her about once a month for dinner/drinks, we talk every other week for hours on Skype and are always texting each other. we talk about all sorts and she tells me about dreams she has had of me. sometimes they involve sex, even though we've not had sex since we split.

Anyway, we were texting last night and I asked her what she was doing. She was watching a documentary, so I told her that it reminded me of when we used to get a bottle of wine and have a night in watching discovery channel. Anyway, she text back saying "yeah I miss that. wine, documentaries and cuddles".

My question is, does she mean she misses it in general, or that she misses it with me?

we're going out for dinner this Saturday, and im really debating whether or not to make a move. I still love her, I always have and as cheesy as this sounds, I'd rather have her as my friend than ruin it by making a move because im reading the signals wrong.

I really need some advice here.

There was a girl I used to/still kinda crushing on. I crushed on her because she was nice to me, smiled alot, and occasionally touched my hands or thighs in friendly love. I figured if I was myself (open minded nice person in general) and took in interest in her likings, then maybe I could create some kind of connection between us.

The more I spoke to her, the more I found out about her. She loved to watch/listen to Korean pop music and idolized the singers. They weren't really special to me, but I bothered to memorized their names to make her happy. She also liked watching male Asian gay p*rn. I would normally be repulsed by it by I watched tons of gay p*rn with her to make her happy.

Throughout that time, she never showed more interest in me than just loving my company as a friend. Heck, she officially called me her best friend. I don't have a problem being her best friend, but I had feelings for her. I put my own choices and likes aside, but for what? To have horrible memories about watching gay p*rn and reading her erotic stories about male korean pop idols fucking...

I feel abused. I'm in love with my best friend and can't leave her. I confessed my love to her. She rejected me and told me to stay. She said no one else did the things I do for her, but she just can't see me as her bf.

Did I do something wrong throughout the way or was she never attracted to me romantically to begin with?