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I've already set out a half-decent summary of myself on my profile description, but let's lay out the main points. On the plus side, I'm a strong, tough, athletic, highly intelligent and creative individual with numerous varied hobbies and interests (including reading and writing fiction, graphic design, sci-tech, drawing, MMA, football, athletics, extreme sports and community work). I'm kind and caring by nature, possessing a great deal of empathy and compassion- if I had a girlfriend, I'd want to be the most romantic and affectionate boyfriend I could be for her, and I'd be a devoted, doting and attentive father. However, I'm also firm, staunch and resolute, standing by my principles, values and decisions, and doing what needs to be done. I'm also fairly well-endowed, and confident there'd be no 'performance issues', so to speak.

On the downside though, I'm now nearly 30yrs old. I'm currently unemployed- founded my own PLC, and ran it single-handedly for 5yrs, but operations never became profitable, and we were eventually forced into liquidation. I do freelance editing work, but it's barely enough to pay for the cost of food and drink, and nowhere near enough to pay rent in Greater London, so I've been forced to move back in with my parents. I'm epileptic, so I still can't drive, and rely upon public transport. I have Aspergers, which while mild enough to be imperceptible to most people I interact with, still renders me largely incapable of reading body language and flirting without consciously making an effort to do so. I've still never had a girlfriend- never managed to convince any girl to go out on a second date with me, even when they themselves have told me that I was perfect and that everything about the date was perfect. And I'm still a virgin- haven't had sex, sexual contact, or even passionately kissed.

So how would you rate my chances of getting a girlfriend? Could those chances be improved, and if so, how? And if not, is it time for me to give up?

I have a confession, I got seduced by my girlfriends mom FIVE TIMES this week. All three of us drink all the time, and on Sunday night when my girlfriend made another beer run to the store (She can hold her liquor a lot better than me) anyway me and her mom were left at the house together. Out of the blue she told me I was a handsome young man, due to being drunk one thing led to another and we bing-banged-boomed. Before my girlfriend made it back we managed to get dressed back up, and I instantly felt bad about what I did but was amazed at how good the sex was. When I was having sex with her, I saw the sun, the moon, the stars and the heavens, mountains and the oceans unite into one giant phenomenal display of awesomeness. I saw life from a completely different perspective now, I was one with the universe, and everything about Life and my existence made sense, I was at peace. However we ended up doing it four more times this week, this morning made it the 5th. I can't hold on to this guilt any longer, I love my girlfriend and want to marry her someday. Her mom wants to continue, but I convinced her that this is wrong and she agreed to stop. How do I confess this to her and show my regrets please? P. S My girlfriend and I are getting Married in three weeks!!!