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So I went on a first date with this guy the other day. It was the best date that I'd had in my life. It was everything that you would want. We laughed and got along really nicely. He took me to one of his favorite home-cooking restaurants and ate the parts of the meal that I didn't like. We rode the train together and he protected me from the large crowd of people. We got drinks, I can't drink so well and he knows that- but we still each had two shots of tequila. Then we went and sang stupid songs at karaoke. By this time, we realized that the last train had already left. We were in Tokyo and I live in the prefecture over, about an hour and a half by car, taking a taxi wasn't an option since it would end up costing around 150USD. We decided sharing a hotel together would be the cheapest option since neither of us lived close enough, and it was much cheaper. Around 30USD for each of us. We slept together at the hotel and I lost my virginity, but it's not like he knew that. We stayed in the room until noon the next day and then went our separate ways, before that he kissed me and told me that he would see me again soon. I believed him. We talked for a couple days since then but today something suspicious happened. I texted him "I hope everything goes well with your school." he responded. "Thanks you too, I hope you enjoy your remaining days in Japan." (I have over a month). I thought that seemed like a goodbye message so I sent another to see if he really intended to end the conversation. He did. No response came, even though he read it. Then I skipped to assumptions. Did he meet me with the intention to sleep with me? Did he take us out to drinks on purpose, knowing I can't drink well? Did he miss the train on purpose? I became very suspicious because I would have never slept with him if I thought I wouldn't meet him again, especially since it was my first time. Some friends say he may have interpreted my message wrong... Did he use me for sex?

It was a wonderful date. But isn't it a bad indicator that he didn't kiss me goodbye?

Please explain! I'm confused

So I’ve been talking to this guy for the past month. We hang out every single day, spend the night at each other’s places sometimes, we’ve hooked up like 5 times.

Yesterday morning he called me and said he wanted to spend the day together, so we had a breakfast date, jammed in his car, went back to his place, and had some BOMB sex. I had to go to work at 2:30 but he reminded me that we were hanging out at 8 and kissed me goodbye.

Fast forward to 8. I get there, handle of Bacardi, ready to drink for the first time in ages. Long story short, got a little too drunk, to the point where he didn’t think I could drive— I honestly could’ve. I had to be home by 1 because curfew. He made his best friend drive my car and follow me and him in his car to my house.

I’m not sure how this conversation started but during the car ride he told me he didn’t care if I died, and just that he didn’t want me to get pulled over. First of all, what the fuck? I asked him if he meant that, and he said said it again. “I don’t care if you die, I don’t care if anyone dies.” Like who fucking says that? To be fair he did tell me he was feeling really depressed, I asked him what I could do to help him, he said to wait a day and he’ll be fine.

Anyways, after asking him again like what the fuck dude, he said “no, I’d care if you died.” He then proceeded to tell me he has “a lot of love for me.” I feel like he was just telling me things I wanted to hear.

One more thing. We were discussing tinder earlier in the day, and he said he wasn’t about that Tinder life, and I agreed, which is true for me, I don’t have the app. When he let me pick the song on the ride home, he handed me his phone, and Tinder was one of the recommended apps from the drop down list. Also he was talking to some girl named Natalie on there?

Am I overthinking this? Am I overreacting?
To be honest I’m still a little drunk and just overall confused. I’m sure we’ll hang out tonight, but I’m tired of these mixed signals.