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I am alone and never had a girlfriend. I feel I will be alone for the remainder of my life because I will not find a woman who has never had a first love and has never had any previous romantic bond with a guy. I don't back down on my standards and cannot get over a woman's past.

I hate people now. I hate seeing young couples. I feel like I am a below average person among other people who I feel are just numbers.

I have no incredible talents to make up for my lack of other attributes.

I have become a hermit who hates life and people. Sometimes I wish everyone else was dead around me (except my immediate family who I love dearly).

I hate seeing other friends around me get married and have serious relationships while I remain alone for life.

My sister is more successful than I am, and I feel like the disappointing child

I am mediocre at everything I touch.

I am on disability, still live at home, and feel like a fucking loser.

I don't want to be left here on this earth one day when my parents get old and pass away.

I just rather die a young age.

People have stolen from me a lot
but I think we've only been robbed once..
If that makes any sense

I was in elementary school
My mom had ran into a childhood friend on the street around Christmas. .
Her friend was living on the street & on drugs.. My mom flet bad and let the girl stay with us.
My mom told her she could stay with us but there were no drugs or anything allowed.. She agreed.

So the girl Is sleeping in the room across from mine.
Where my sister usually slept
She stayed a good week before my mom wanted her out.
I didn't ununderstand much when I was little but it's all making sense now.

The girl kept inviting two separate men over into the house.
We think she might've been prostituting.. The bed she was sleeping in was my sisters bed.. So she was prostituting in an severely underage girls bed.

I'd hear sex sound and moaning every single night.. Eventually my mom got fed up and put her out.

When my mom put her out, we had left town for Christmas.. When we came back out back window was broken and all of our Christmas presents were stolen
It wasn't hard to put 2 & 2 together..

We actually did end up seeing the girl again on the street multiple times but my mom didn't do anything.. She just prayed for her and moved on.

This was when I was like 10 - 11
TBH she might've died.. She could be dead right now if she continued that lifestyle

This is a long one. I've known this girl for 5 years. We met when I moved out of college into my first place. She was a roommate that was fucking crazy according to the other guys. Theu hated her. So I kept my distance at first. But when I met her I met the kindest warmest person I've ever met. She is also drip dead gorgeous. And as I got to know her I began to realize that what made here crazy we're fears and insecurities that I could relate to. We bonded We became close friends and I got stuck in the friend zone. I dealt with it poorly and ended up breaking off my friendship several times over the course of 5 years. Fast forward to a few weeks ago, we meet up and I saw the same caring warm person I once met, Only this time we hooked up, nothing serious, just kissing and some cuddling. It was magical. We spent an amazing week together where we laughed and cried. That weekend we talked about dating for real. Then she dropped a bomb. She had been seeing a guy earlier. It was nothing serious, but he wanted a relationship with her and she told him yes. She told me, ostensibly broken up and torn and I again did not respond well. We said we would talk next week. She came over and we had sex, bonded more, fought about our situation, proceeded to put a pin in it and love each other. Her boyfriend called one night and she told him what had happened but did not mention sex. She says that she will tell him eventually. She gets upset with him for apparent passive aggressive behavior from his Facebook friends. I don't know if she is being paranoid or not. She leaves to go home and we embrace warmly. She says she's torn between the tww of us. I feel like I am being strung along. She is a girl who thinks the world is a big joke and she is the punchline. She doesn't take anything seriously. Nothing. She then says when she called him she heard another girl. She hung up. She says she "got yelled at" the next day. Now she is distant and cold, as I try and broach the subject with her.