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My long term (now ex) boyfriend dumped me a week ago and gave me some pro bullshit excuses, like it it's not me it's him, that there was nobody else, how he has to focus on school and yada yada. Well I bought it and I didn't want to cause any drama so we kind of ended it on good terms. He said he still loves me and wants to stay in my life and I said I'm gonna think about it. Few days after he sent me some video on youtube (was trying act friendly, right), I replied that I liked the video (also trying to be friendly) and it was okay. Until half an hour ago, when I found out that EVERYTHING that he said to me was a lie. He was living a fucking double life for months, was cheating on me was lying about the school and everything. I don't even know where to start in experising what I'm feelings right now. I'm not joking, I'm so furious that I would beat the shit of him. Oh boy did he put the innocent act, he played me real good! I don't want to hear about him or see him every again. But I can't help but wanting to make some kind of revenge. Even just a little bit. Well he doesn't know that I found out about everything, he thinks we're cool. I still have him on all social media and I am now wondering if I should just delete/block him from everything or leave him there to see how amazing my life is without him while ignoring him when he contacts me. I literally already got over that little rat, so keeping him on social media really doesn't mean anything to me it's not like it will prevent me from moving on, I couldn't care less about him. I don't want him back and I also don't want him to know that I know everything. I'm just gonna ghost out on him. So, keep on social media or not? What will confuse him more, if I delete him or if I ignore him? And also, tips on how to stop wanting to cut his dick off would be appreciated. :)

We had a connection I had never experienced before. We started off as friends with benefits but once we stopped having sex we still had this space where we could talk about anything. We would talk about people we met on Tinder, dates we went on, sex experiences good or bad. We sent pictures and talked about who we were dating and all that jazz. We could talk for hours everyday and never run out of things to say. I, being the woman and having experienced failed connections, realized that this was rare. But he always went out of his way to minimize my significance to him.

We ended up having a huge fight one day and eventually he rejected me. After some time we tried to rebuild our friendship but it just turned into him bragging about the things he was doing with his current girlfriend, certain things he knows I would've liked or things he knew I couldn't do. I told him we should stop talking about our partners and he pressed on. My boyfriend and I got serious so I stopped sharing things with him but he went on with sharing his life in graphic detail. In the past week alone he told me a couple of times that he wanted to hook up with me even though We're both seriously seeing other people. I kept brushing him off then one day I asked him if he had any feelings for me and he abruptly brushed me off saying he has a girlfriend. I felt like he teased me just to embarrass me with this response and reject me again. After that he blocked me. I was livid. So I ended up messaging his girlfriend and telling her all the things he told me about their sex life and I even sent her naked pictures he had sent me. I feel like it's worse than cheating what he did, and she deserves to know. Of course my motive was revenge but I think he had it coming. He's a fuckboy.

The sad thing is, I don't think he cheated but physically cheated, but he's still a bad guy.