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Yea so the guy I am dating found this out about me recently. He said no matter what he would be there for me as a friend but can't continue a relationship with me if I definitely have it. I'm getting re-tested this week, to be 100% sure.

We've been together two months, and I love him and he doesn't even know it. I don't know if I could be friends. I never felt so strongly for anyone. I am in love with him! I told him if he ever got anything I'd be there for him, but he can't be in a relationship with me.

And I'm now thinking, if he doesn't, who will? I have never had a boyfriend and I seriously feel he could be my first. I never cared so deeply for anyone before. Will anyone ever love me now, if my test results come out positive again? Would you?

Gosh I feel like a million knives inside me ripping me apart inside. It's killing me, I can't bear it. I've gotten all the shit in my fucking family, I can't catch a break. I just want to be happy and with him I am happy.

Why me? What did I do to deserve this fucking shit. I'm a good hearted person, who gives more than she takes, super affectionate, a warm soul, I deserve to be happy.

so I have been with my bf for 2 years & 4 months. Our relationship has been the most stressful thing I've ever been through. It's both of our faults. At first it was my fault, I didn't tell him about my past partners. I've always been told that it's nobody's business as long as I am clean. I was insecure about my number, it's not all high but I know how judgmental people can be. So when he asked me I lowered it a little. Long story short, my own best friend told him the real number. Like yeah I know I should have either said "hey that's none of your business" or said the real number. But I freaked out and what's done is done. and that's where everything changed. My boyfriend started being very disrespectful and still is. He talks to me so bad. you have no idea. Any awful word you can think of, he's pretty much probably called me it. Anyway, first major thing that happened was he had a cold sore on his lip and went down on me and turns out he gave me herpes type 1 ): i don't break out but still, the fact that i have it sucks. The second major thing was he started checking out any girl in front of me, including family member, he still does it to this day. He has gotten so many girls numbers and flirted with girls and has even made a dating profile. AND the number one thing that completely broke me was that he cheated on me and fucked the girl when i left him when i found out he went to the movies with her. and he didn't change after that. he begged me to take him back and that he will change but he's gotten about 3 other girls number since i took him back July 2013. and when he went to vegas he met his friend's sister's friend and i saw the they talked on the phone and took pics in vegas and I don't know what happened between them. they were also each other "best friends" on snapchat at one point. he gets mad at me cause i can't believe anything he says and calls me psycho if i question him. i feel like i am stuck with him cause the herpes thats why I'm still w him