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So as what the title suggests, my boyfriend has been ignoring me for a while now, and this relationship just doesn't seem "solid", I'm left feeling unwanted and unappreciated. I was starting to feel lonely and decided if he wants to ignore me, then I should too. I met this guy (he isn't what I would normally go for but just talked to him anyway) and what was suppose to be nothing became something (nothing physical).

We do all the things that my boyfriend should be doing, we talk every hour of the day, he ensures that's I'm ok, he's sweet and caring, he says all the right things that I've only dreamed about a man saying to me and he also tells me things and share his thoughts and pains to me freely and I sympathize with him.

But the more and more we talk, it's the more I'm falling for him and he already stated that he would like to be with me.

But at the same time, I do love my boyfriend but I'm fed up with everything about him and all I want is to feel loved and needed which he really doesn't do, while the guy who wasn't suppose to be anything, actually meanings something to me, but as what I said physically he isn't what I would go for but I'm willing to ignore it.

The guy is my first boyfriend and I want to break up with him even though it's hard I know it's something I got to do, cause living this way is only going to hurt me in the long run.

I need your help please, I'm at the end of my rope.