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my question: so I'm pretty upset for several reasons. 1) i got too excited to finally get out of the house. 2) i understand my friend wanted some alone time with her bf... but they've gotten intimate before so it wasn't anything special, so considering how close i am with my best friend i was almost hoping they would just skip leaving the party and stay so that way i could go to the party and her boyfriend drops us back in our town. i know that this is selfish on my part but I'm at the point in my friendship with her that we would do anything for each other, even if it meant ditching sex and keeping each other company.

background story:
today is Halloween and i actually do not really like this holiday. anyways, considering this, i didn't really have plans but i didn't really want to stay at home watching netflix. i was talking to my friend earlier and she said her and her boyfriend were going to a party and she ended up inviting me. said party is at a local college, where the guy I'm flirting with happens to dorm. so i got really excited cause even though I'm 18, I've never been to a party. i have over protective parents, so you can imagine how happy i was when they allowed me to go. i got ready and everything, they picked me up, and as i was in the car my friend mentioned something about how was i going to get home.. i assumed her bf was gonna drop both of us off. apparently, they were both going to go to his house at some point and get intimate, and that he wasn't going to be able to come back to the party to pick me up and drive us home. this all happened in front of my house as we were getting to leave. so i ended up having to get out and go back in my house to do exactly what i didn't want to do, do nothing and watch netflix. my friend knew how much this party meant to me, and yet she still decided to make it impossible for me to go. do you think she could have decided to skip leaving the party and just stay with me, my guy, her and her bf?

When i was 14 years old i got pregnant to guy who was 4 years older than me who was my first love and i didn't tell my parents about it, but my father find out that and he keep me at the house because i didn't tell him who is the father. I couldn't tell him because my ex boyfriend say "don't mention my name even if someone finds out" and i did but my father was very closed minded and he felt shame because of me and he keep me very far with my aunt from everyone until i birth and he took my baby and i didn't see him/her again. i kept asking him about that and i want know anything about my baby but he didn't tell me anything, i forget that and i continue studying at the school and i met a guy then we got married after we finished college and we were happy and after a year he start talking about starting a family and having kids but i wasn't interested at all because i remembered what happened at the first time. I told him that i can't have kids and he kept asking questions but i couldn't answer and he divorced me because i was keeping things from him and now he wants me back after 3 years! I'm confused.
Please tell me that if i should forgive my father because he came to my house asking for forgiveness and i refused to talk to him so should i forgive him and keep asking him about my baby one more time or stop thinking about my baby and hate my father for what he did to me and back to my husband and be honest with him this time?
At least answer one of my questions i really need your answer to cheer me up and give me a hope in life again.