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>Friends back in 2012, not close but great chemistry, many "signs" (touches, light flirt, sharing drinks etc)
>Go to same school, at party I attempt kissing him and he pulls away. Looks at me frightened. I tell him I like him
>Said he wanted to talk to me next day, admitted he was too nervous and postponed days later, and said he didn't like me like that.
>Same school and friends, but too awkward to talk ever until he initiated in 2013 and we slowly turned to acquainted
>New years eve 14-15 randomly at same party. We started talking more again. Became like friends like before incident
>I started talk to him on Fb, we cud for hours and he would always reply, sometimes late after he saw it though. No initiation.
>We got the same friends, they asked me to come over and I said I had to study so I couldn't. The guy I like suggested I came and he would help me. He ended up buying chocolate and he let me out them into his mouth, he also put some in mine.
>He started initiating conversations, now he has asked me if I want to study with him one of these days, I said yes. He asked Saturday, about tomorrow or Friday . I said I will be studying both days so he could decide.
He's been in Turkey until today, and he hasn't been on fb at all, my msgs are sent but not delivered. First date he suggested is tomorrow...

This is the first time will be seeing him 1 on 1, but ny friend says guys don't just study with girls to study, but I'm so confused given our past. Help?

and no im not "fat or ugly" or anything. Just a little weird :P but so is he

I've been my boyfriend for several months now. I absolutely love and adore him, except for when he drinks. When he's not drinking, he is honestly one of the sweetest and most caring guys I have ever been with. However, when he drinks he can become very... not likable. 1st let me say, he doesn't drink very often. He used to but toned it down when we started dating because I barely drink. But when he does drink, he sometime, not all the time, but sometimes has a problem knowing when to stop. He's a different person when he becomes drunk. For example: New Years eve. We were both slightly intoxicated. Him more than me. We went to the bar. I ran to catch up with my girlfriend who was ahead of us walking alone. He got angry for leaving him behind. I flipped him the finger and smiled at him. I know I should have but in my head it seemed funny to do that. Anyways, he was NOT ok with that. He got angry and told me I am the worst girlfriend ever (which he has said several times while drunk). He then continued to be mean the whole night. He followed me around the bar the whole night and kept trying to pick a fight (btw he was still continuing to drink during all of this). My friends were getting pissed. They didn't like his behavior and at one point he threw an empty plastic cup at my best friends head because they were telling him to stop. I tried leaving the bar to smoke outside and he kept blocking me from leaving. Needless to say, I had to get away from him. We didn't even share a kiss at midnight. whenever he drinks, he becomes rude and we always fight. He will punch the wall out of anger. He's even threatened to kill himself with really bothers me because my last boyfriend died from suicide, which he knows about. I just hate the person he is drunk and he always says sorry or sometimes he thinks I'm overreacting. He says he will try and stop drinking but never does. I'm lost. I don't know what to do. I really love him though.

My ex and I had dated for 3 years (9.14.11) and he's enlisted in the Army. He got sent back in the middle of October because he hurt himself badly and he needed to recover. We spent this time together. He got sent back a few weeks later then came back for Christmas leave.

During Christmas things were great and I when to his father's house and cooked everyone dinner. We all exchanged gifts and had a great time. Things got bumpy around New Years.

On New Years Eve, I wanted to go out to a party and watch the ball drop but he wanted to be introvert and stay home. He said, "I don't know those people I just want to stay home with you." I understood that but we did that every single year!

The party was being hosted by his older sisters friends and I didn't know them either so I figured we could get to know people as a couple. I brought this up in conversation and he was still against it. He told me he had something planned for us. That same night (8ish) we watched Netflix movies and cuddled (what we do every year). Around 10pm we argued about why we couldn't do anything different. It lasted all the way till 12 and we didn't kiss or anything (great resolution I know - __-). The took me home and the whole car ride I cried because he said some things that hurt me terribly. I had an anxiety attack as well.

The next day I realized that after the night before we had way more differences than I thought. I tried to suggest things but he wouldn't budge. Then I said if you won't change for the benefit of us then you will never change and we'll continue to argue. We broke up the same day. I said I needed space.

He left two days after for basic and we've been writing evers since. We talked on the phone earlier this month but it was brief. I miss him but I'm scared he'll never change. He graduates on the 19th this month and he asked was I coming. Its a 6 hour drive and his parents are coming. I miss him.

My question is should I go and try to resolve some things?

I had this guy since May of last year. In 2014 after we graduated we only got to see each other TWICE, which is really stupid and sad. I don't see him doing any effort to keep this relationship. All this time I have been inviting him but he hasn't invited me in anything. We were supposed to have our first kiss on New Years Eve but he left me in the cold waiting for an hour and so o left home. He is a smart, kind, person and I still have feelings for him, but I also feel like this relationship is going NOWHERE. If you suggest yes, to go get a different boyfriend, then give me some advice.

Also:
• We can only see each other during holidays (we're in different HS)
• We met in Kindergarten and began our relationship in 8th grade