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Ok, so hear me out. I am not a woman hater. I am not a red pill/MRA/MGTOW person. But I've always wondered this. I will admit, I have penis envy. The seeds were planted as a child, but as an adult, I see it more now and try to lessen it.

Sure, women are the creators, we bring life into this world. But that's as much as our contributions go. This isn't to say that there aren't women who have made great contributions like Margaret Hamilton who literally took us to the moon. But there are only select few women like this. History is filled with men who have progressed society, while very few women did, we were just "there" on the sidelines.

If you removed men completely, or their inventions, we'd lose so much more than if you'd remove women or our inventions. I know a lot has to do with the fact that women weren't allowed to be educated, own property etc.

Then you have single fathers vs single mothers. Raising a child without a father does worse to the child than raising it without a mother. The chances of early promiscuity, higher rates of dropping out of school, criminal behavior, joining gangs, depression, substance abuse, poverty, etc. Granted, there are much more single mothers vs single fathers, so we don't have much to compare, but still. The thing women are supposed to be better at nurturing and child rearing, men are better at!
Another thing men are better at than women, that we are supposed to be better at, cooking! The top chefs are men.

It makes me feel terrible as a as a woman and inherently inferior. I've always wanted to be a boy, and no I'm not trans. I've always hated this feeling but society and history has shown how much men have to offer vs women.
And I don't think caring or supporting their husbands, all the men who do these great things, is enough. It's so passive.

Do women have any value? Are we just inherently inferior to men? Should we just accept it?

So there's this "friend".. I do want to have sex with him and he knows since I've told him a handfull amount of times. But with condoms or at least be on the pill... Which i am not but was planning to be.
Im from a good neighborhood but he's street grown.. Therefore he's used to easy girls only. he's 19 and im 23.. I dont do one nights and had only 2 partners before.. He slept with over 20 girls.. Just giving you guys our personality's background. Yesturday he invited me over, and when i entered his place the lights were off.. i asked why? He said "my curtains are see tru" :/.. And took me RIGHT AWAY to his bed.. Lol.. To cuddle and ground on me.. Which i love.. BUT it went down later on.. He tried to put it in and i said, for the 15th time, we need protection (i prefer condoms givong his past) and refused.. Again we spoke of that already.
Then he was fingering me and went down on me and kept fighting for the same thing, but i kept saying no (giving his past, i didn't tell him that his past was the reason.. Worried to insult him.. I just said it for pregnancy). He then turned me over and i had to put my hand over my vagina since i couldnt see anymore what he was doing and got supposedly super insulted. He said "i feel like im rapping you if you're putting your hand there" he burried his face in his pillow. i guess he felt rejected and embarassed so i spent the next 10 minutes boosting his ego because i felt bad for making him feel bad. I told him how much he turns me on and i really like him etc etc.. He decided to come back to me again but only to do the same thing. his dick was out going towards my vagina so i had to out my hand again. he then said that all of that was really weird and wack and he wanted to go to sleep. He gave a weird vibe.. He was covering his face again.. I kept explaining to him that its not him, its pregnancy that scares me.. He is a very insecured guy i think, he didn't want to show me his penis (its good size and nice, i saw for 3 seconds)

Quan is 18 years old, tall, dark skinned and is popular with the ladies in his school. Nelson is 17, short, makes good grades, he's a friendly person but girls were never interested in him and he's not considered cool. Nelson and Quan have sex twice a week and they went on two dates. Quan has anger issues and sometimes it's taken out on Nelson. Nelson decided to steal his little sisters makeup to cover up Quan's rage. He was happy he only had to do it once.

One day Nelson and Quan got into a argument. Nelson called Quan stupid, lazy and a selfish person who only cares about himself. Quan called Nelson a little bitch and that he's better than him. Quan says Nelson has a small dick. Nelson says well at least my heart is bigger than my penis! There's a silence and Quan feels enraged and a little hurt.
Quan found out that Nelson was going to go and take his college entrance exam and interview colleges. The night before Nelson's big day Quan gave Nelson a bottle of water with two strong laxative pills in them, told him its for good luck. Nelson farted loudly during testing time and ran to the bathroom. He came back to class but eventually shit his pants. When Quan found out he laughed hysterically. Nelson sobbed uncontrollably and said he wanted to die because he would so ashamed for having an accident.

Ok, so hear me out. I am not a woman hater. I am not a red pill/MRA/MGTOW person. But I've always wondered this. I will admit, I have penis envy. The seeds were planted as a child, but as an adult, I see it more now and try to lessen it.

Sure, women are the creators, we bring life into this world. But that's as much as our contributions go. This isn't to say that there aren't women who have made great contributions like Margaret Hamilton who literally took us to the moon. But there are only select few women like this. History is filled with men who have progressed society, while very few women did, we were just "there" on the sidelines.

If you removed men completely, or their inventions, we'd lose so much more than if you'd remove women or our inventions. I know a lot has to do with the fact that women weren't allowed to be educated, own property etc.

Then you have single fathers vs single mothers. Raising a child without a father does worse to the child than raising it without a mother. The chances of early promiscuity, higher rates of dropping out of school, criminal behavior, joining gangs, depression, substance abuse, poverty, etc. Granted, there are much more single mothers vs single fathers, so we don't have much to compare, but still. The thing women are supposed to be better at nurturing and child rearing, men are better at!
Another thing men are better at than women, that we are supposed to be better at, cooking! The top chefs are men.

It makes me feel terrible as a as a woman and inherently inferior. I've always wanted to be a boy, and no I'm not trans. I've always hated this feeling but society and history has shown how much men have to offer vs women. :(
And I don't think caring or supporting their husbands, all the men who do these great things, is enough. It's so passive.

TLDR: do women have any value? Are we just inherently inferior to men? Should we just accept it?