Questions: Religion & Spirituality

I'm Catholic but i don't love them

I feel asleep curled up on one couch cushion cradling a bed pillow after being awake for 40 hours.

My partner was showering and I was trying to wait for him to go to finish so we could go to bed together.

I wake up at 5am with all the lights in the main room of the house, where I was sleeping, on and no throw over me or anything.

My husband to be is the best spread across the bed with the dog. He wasn’t up for those hours like me. He had a 5 hour nap in which o made sure he could sleep, including pissing his Mom off by not waking him up after she had already called twice about nothing.

We spent like 40 minutes making the bed after washing the duvet cover. Then I feel asleep for 15 minutes or so whilst he have a bath.

Comes down to, I was being cranky as shit due to lack of sleep. He thought, why wake the beast?

I had already accepted responsibility for my cranky bad behavior.

Why leave me on the couch like that with no cover and my mortgage payment.

In the past as in not during a relationship