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Hey everyone ☺I'm in a little bit of a problem and hoping some1 can give me some good advice. last year was the start of everything that went wrong in my life. my wife that I married that year started losing weight and going out to clubs and bars, at first I didint mind kuz I'm not a control person I expect the women I'm with to respect our relationship me and her self, long story on that was it was the wrong choice I loss the home I had my puppy chihuahua that was like my best friend because I don't like going out to clubs and bars a lot of shit pops off and that's jus not who I am anymore I don't like shooting guns fighting for no reason or stealing, with the divorce I also loss my self worth and confidence in myself as of recently things hav changed a little bit for the better I moved back to mom's temporarily till I can get back on my own... Now the problem with this is that I haven't been able to find a job that will help me be able to maintain myself in the real world. I'm very much grateful for my mom letting me stay with her but honestly I don't really feel like they care much about my well being at all when I helped them move into there new apartment I came to realize after we were done they threw away the only bed I could sleep on so I slept on the floor for 6 months... they really don't do anything for me beside make life for me harder they both have well paying jobs but there's never food in their fridge which is kool kuz I'm able to feed myself it's jus wenever I put food in the house it disappears in 2 days tops😯 am I wrong for feeling like the only way I'll be happy is to have my own place of peace and try to get it by any means... even if it means selling drugs and doing all the dumb shit I used to when I was younger? I don't know what to do GAG please HELp I FEEL LIKE IM GOING IN*uckingsane! Srry about being anonymous I usally show who I am its jus this topic is pretty embarrassing for me.