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I am brand new and I wanted an unfamiliar place to say what I really feel about myself. This subject is sensitive and easily angers. Not suitable really for under 18. I am a 2 time SO (look it up) both in some way related to minors. I recently read where some people thought a 2nd offense like mine should carry the death penalty, by hanging within a year or 2. This shocked me and firghtened me initially. But after thinking about it with the best effort to be objective I agree. I am lucky with the year in county jail I begin serving in less than 2 weeks. As terrible as that will be in the segragated unit with others like me. My first offense was about 12 years ago and i won't go into too much detail. Involved physical intimate contact under with under 16 but over 13. Second involved a blog and reg non illicit pics I found online that were chosen cuz they were shot from back to highlight anatomy. Made into collage with inappropriate comments. Victim from 1st case suffers greatly and 2nd case just happen to find its way to actual model and family. Suffering nightmares. Im a good person in every other way but my actions make me terrible. No remorse or change can negate the demand for severe punishment for suffering I caused. Next time in my state likely long prison with little chance of parole. I will rehabilitate or get myself flagged over something minor if this year doesn't change me. Ill never harm another and I hope I can live up to my pledge. Im so very sorry I wasn't given a just penalty for my crime. But a year in county jail is a nightmare I surely have earned.