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I will attempt to condense this story as well as I can without omitting any salient details. Bear with me lol. Back in high school I worked at a restaurant as a dishwasher. At the time, I had been in a serious relationship with someone for over a year, so infidelity was not something I intended on committing because of my own personal morality. Naturally my coworkers and I became friends as we were the people with whom we spent every one of our weekends with, and as anyone with any work experience knows "cliques" are formed. Two other dishwashers, the bartender, and I formed a clique which ultimately dissolved after we all quit at various points in time. We kept in contact to some degree after we all moved on to other things, but eventually that all ended as do most relationships of that nature, even though we spent virtually every day and most of our lives together at work and even got together off hours. Life went on... kind of. After working with her for a few months and getting to know her more, I found myself quite enamored with the bartender. She was six years older than me, and although I'd found beautiful the first time I met her (I knew her somewhat before I worked there) I found myself thinking about her instead of my girlfriend. I walked the line between guilt and uncertainty as I pondered the possibilities. I would feel guilty if I left my girlfriend for another girl, and I was quite certain my feelings were unrequited. But she (the bartender) would text me a lot and the one time we ever drank together she was touchy feely with me. Is it possible those were signs of interest? Or was I looking too far into it because of my own feelings for her? I only find myself thinking about that time of my life occasionally, but I feel dissatisfied with the whole situation. Would it be a better idea just to leave it alone and let it remain a mystery? Or should I tell her about my true feelings? Would she think it was creepy if she had absolutely no feelings for me?