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Yesterday night we went to watch a movie and then we would walk around and then go back to his car. I've had the urge to tell him something I did before we got serious (i. e. when we just started seeing each other). I was going to tell him earlier but I was too scared to tell him. So 7 months later (together for 7 months now), I told him the truth. I told him that when we first started seeing each other, I was seeing him and this other guy. And I kissed both of them on the same day. He got quite pissed off but more upset. He said "why didn't u tell me this before? I wouldn't have pursued this relationship. How could u do that? I know its the past and now its too late because i love you and i dont want to let you go. But tell me everything right now because i dont want u to bring anything else up next time. If u do, i can't take it anymore and im probably going to break up with u." But then i told him "thats it. I promise" and then he would pull me to him and he would hug and kiss me.
I feel so terrible telling him that. If it was the other way around and he told me this, i would be so furious with him.
And when he dropped me home, he didn't call to say goodnight like he usually did (but he told me he was really tired) and today he didn't message me good morning like he usually does as well. Im getting so worried.. i mean he still kissed me last night (we made out) so should I still be worried? Should I have kept this to myself and not tell him?

Me and my boyfriend been together for over 6 months now. He has been great towards me. He would be very affectionate (e. g. holding hands, hugs and kisses me) in public, private and also infront of his friends. We see each other at least twice a week. We do go out on dates sometimes like dinner, movies, etc. He has met my close friends and interacts well with them. He has never forced me into doing anything. Yes, we had sex (I made him wait for 3 months) and we do have good sex. Anyway, recently he has said things that pissed me off but I don't tell him. He has told me to go to the gym with him to tone my body and do more squats, sometimes he would talk about his friends' gfs and say "shes quite hot" or "shes alright looking" and I would get jealous and upset but I don't say anything. I feel like maybe he wants a hot model girlfriend and doesn't like the way I look? so im not sure why he's with me? He can also act arrogant and judge people. I'm not sure what to think or do anymore... I dont know if Im overthinking things or I should break it off?