Search Results: my son got in trouble

I have constant trouble at home, I finally plucked up the courage to send my mum an email. (I can't get through to her in normal conversation)

In this message I mention all of the problems which are driving me away from home and I think will eventually ruin my life. Below is the message I sent her, feel free to ask any questions and Ill be happy to answer.

You often tell me I have trouble taking responsibility, maybe its time for you to practice what you preach.

Even though I may appear more outwardly confidant I am not. Yes, I may find it hard to speak to people. It has always prevented me being the person I want to be. I feel my mental heath issues were not nursed properly as a child, consistently being told I was "Bad" must of put a real strain on my developing brain.

Being compared to my younger siblings is a textbook example of bad upbringing, its not something you can make up for in! It doesn't matter what you have bought me or how well you treated the "Golden child" as a baby, its irrelevant!

Making me feel guilty all the time for something I can hardly remember is a tough thing to deal with, I think it helps you justify all of your problems and helps you sleep at night.

I Feel that if you don't take responsibility now and do something this family will fall apart. You may think that it will be a lot easier with me out of the picture but I can assure you that it won't be. Be aware of your problems, don't just plead ignorance and blame all of life's problems on your oldest son, I don't deserve that.