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I used to be insanely depressed and bitter about being single. The problem is that I'm ugly, fat, and brown skinned. People told me to just lose weight but Im still ugly. In addition to that I have small breasts, I'm broke and I have nothing going for myself. I don't have the luxury of having a bunch of men to choose from like most girls do. I never post pictures and I rarely go out unless it is for volunteer work. I have a dream of being able to travel the world as a writer and sometimes it upsets me that I'm such a incel lol

I hate when people tell me to raise my standards because I don't require a man to have a job, he can be a dropout, and I kinda low key want to be the main breadwinner in a relationship because I have no options. I don't have access to the men I want. It's either date a convicted felon or dropout or be single and loveless for the rest of my life. I don't know what to do I have no other options

I'm 20 and I've been single all my life and I hate it... I might as well should accept that I'm going to die alone and single and I'm never going to find a real lover.. It sucks to give up on love at such a young age but I accepted that some people will find their lover and then there's people like me who'll never find their true lover. For some people true love exists but for me true love will forever and always be a dream