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So I've been having a bit of relationship troubles recently. My boyfriend and I are in high school- he's a senior and I'm a junior. He is my first love, and he means more than anything to me. However, in the last few weeks of summer I found that I hadn't been talking to him much, and I was starting to become more attracted to another man I have been talking to a lot. This got me worried. I would never think of cheating on my boyfriend, and I certainly don't love this other guy (at least I don't think so)
But the thing is, after this and the realization that he will be graduating this year and going to college, I seem to have lost the spark I have had for the year we've been together. I would never want to break up with him, and I wish I could enjoy every moment we have together before he leaves. But there's a part of me that just can't hold on to something that just feels... Doomed. I know I'll be heartbroken either way, and even though there's a tiny chance of us staying together; it would break my heart even more to see him grow apart from me when we are still technically together. I am talking to him about it tomorrow, but I can hardly sleep due to the amount of anxiety this causes me. Does anyone have any advice? Does anyone think we could make it work?

Ok, so my boyfriend is in jail one year mandatory. Been dating him for 3 years and love him very much. The thought of cheating on him never even has occurred to me and I told him that I was willing to wait for him.

Anyways, it's been half a year now. I do go to bars with guy friends and my boyfriend knows about it. He always tells me to be careful because he gets worried that I'd get taken advantage of... I always laughed about it because I never thought it'd happen to me.

but that's exactly what happened to me.

I went to the bar with this one friend (I haven't known him for long but I felt comfortable around him) and I got trashed. Didn't mean to... I usually drink beer and can handle myself. This particular night I ended up drinking whiskey and was pounding them like beers (big mistake). I remember blacking out and when I came to I was at my friend's house and I remember him trying to give me food and water to help me out. Then another blackout. But this time I when I came to, we were having sex. I freaked out and starting screaming stop, no! He stopped and tried to calm me down. When I asked him how the sex even started, he said that I came on to him first by kissing him? But I seriously don't freaking remember!!!
My boyfriend made it super clear to me that he'd leave me if he ever found out that I cheated/if I ever told him I cheated. No second chances. This sucks cause I didn't have any desire to cheat and I don't want to lose my boyfriend over something I can barely remember. What would you do? Tell him? Or just pretend that nothing happened?