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I was given heavy pain medication when I had a medical emergency last week, most notable being morphine and fentanyl. I had surgery and was given more morphine periodically until I was discharged the next day. I've never done drugs before, but now I feel a dependence on the fentanyl since it played a major role in stopping the worst pain I've ever felt in my entire life. I've had bipolar and clinical depression for a very long time now, all attempts to fix either issue has proven unsuccessful. I've been thinking a lot about how much it helped when they put it into my IV. I'm on a pain medication for recovery, but I feel a dependence on morphine and fentanyl. When I take my pain med they provided, it doesn't hurt until I get up, so I'd call this more of a desire based on a need for more morphine and fentanyl. I've felt that if they can stop that kind of physical pain, maybe they can help with my depression. Should I resist the urge or give in? How do I resist or obtain them?

I was experiencing the worst pain of my entire life Wednesday morning, and after repeated attempts to fix it only resulting in the pain spreading and getting worse, I was rushed to the ER. The pain got so bad that I began to scream at the front desk workers and punch the desk while holding my back and between my legs, which is where the excruciating pain was. They put me under critical and took me into a room to put an IV in me, they gave morphine and fentanyl as well as a manual twist to temporarily fix the testicular torsion I had once they discovered that I had it. Eventually, the pain stopped and I was taken to the hospital for surgery. I was discharged the next night. I will say with 100% seriousness that I've never been at a lower point in my life than when I was stumbling into the ER, I was convinced that I might not make it if I don't get help immediately, so I couldn't hold back, which is why I verbally abused and threatened the staff members. I apologized afterwards and they understood. Anyways, that's me after the surgery, that's the hilarious "shower" in my room, and they told me that was diet apple pie😂. Have you ever spent the night in a hospital? If so, how was it?