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I love him a lot..I really really do.. But my boyfriend and I have been fighting a lot since around July. We texted all the time and always hung out since like February.. so it could be us getting sick of being around each other so much... But anyways. We usually fight because I bring up to him problems that I have with stuff he isn't doing even after he said he would many times.. and he gets upset because he thinks I whine too much.. He tells me he loves me more than anything and gets all panicky whenever I suggest a break.. (Not break up, just a week where we do our own thing or something) He freaks out because he last girlfriend a long time ago did that and then just broke up with him. I have to admit it though, I have thought of breaking up with him. I don't know if I really could though.. he says that we just have to sit down and talk about everything in person sometime and then everything will be better if we try. But I don't want to have to work super hard to be happy in my relationship.. I don't think that that's right.

He says he'd be devastated if we broke up.. but lately I've only been stressed when around him because of the fighting lately.. and I don't feel like I ever have all of his attention and I'm never first on his mind.. it's always been like that and only gotten worse. And we have so many other little problems.. I don't know what to do..