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My boyfriend and I have been going out for a year now. He is 17 and so am I. I lost my virginity to him and everything I did with him was my first time so he was my first everything. All along I thought I was his first because he told me he was a Virgin etc. Today he came to me crying and confessed that he used to have a close guy friend and that they experimented with eachother from the ages 13-15 this included oral.

He told me he got drunk at a party and ended up having sex with that same guy once but he regretted it and he told me he isn't attracted to him or any guys that he was just experimenting. Like I know 100% he isn't gay we have sex everyday he is so attracted to me he loves me to bits and so do I. I find it really hard to accept that he had sex with a guy. Like the part that upsets me is because he made me believe I was his first and that i was the first to give him oral and all that but I find out a year later that he already did all that with a guy 😣

how do I get over this? We had sex today and it didn't feel the same it didn't feel as special.