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Dakota met a very attractive, married man.
She has known him approximately 4-5 months.
When she first met Rick, he only wanted a one night stand. Dakota declined and realized this hurt his ego a bit. She didn't care, she was after respect.
They flirted very much after that, and at one point Rick massaged her shoulders before even knowing she was only seen as the one night stand.
Every time they saw each other, their eyes both lit up , and they smiled at one another.

Dakota has learned this man is unhappily married and even so, they still gave each other these desirable looks. Dakota never gave in though and Rick attempted many times.

Then Dakota realized, she was starting to like this man more than planned... so she spoke her honesty. "I think I'm falling for you, Rick."
He had said nothing to her in return until they saw one another again and Rick responded, "When you said you were starting to get feelings, that was when I started backing off, I don't mess with feelings."
Even so, he still smiled at her, still wanted to be close to her.

On NYE, Dakota ended up getting drunk and sleeping with a random guy in the basement, with whom Rick had heard the action as he had arrived at the house. His protective instincts kicked in immediately, and he was about to go in the basement, but Dakota came up just in time and met everyone at the table. To which Rick spoke "Are you cheating on me?" in a supposed joking manner.
Later in the night, they kissed. It wasn't forced. It was gentle, and Rick groaned a bit. They kissed a second time. After that, changes started appearing in both of them.
He still wanted that "one night stand."

Instead, she told him she'd just like him over for company one night and he arrived. She opened up further to him certain life events. The look on his face, almost looked painful, stricken with guilt. He left early, and rubbed the hair on Dakota's head she flinched, he smirked and did it again playfully.

I've been talking to my boyfriend since June, and since we've met, and had our first kiss last month - we're in a relationship.
This isn't the only reason why I'm in a relationship, there's been romantic moments which just made me fall for him, like the first time we met he held my hand and was looking into my eyes, I could see how he felt for me, and before kissing me he put his hand flat against my chest feeling my heart beat fast, and told me I'm beautiful (maybe I'm just really falling for it, I don't know... but I find it romantic)

Anyway I'm really insecure because of my last relationship. I didn't even want to be in relationship ever again, but he crept up on me, he was talking to me everyday and night since June I guess I got attached.

The problem is that we barely talk on the phone anymore and he doesn't talk to me like he used to.

Like I said he would talk to me everyday and message me all the time, to go from that to not talking on the phone for 3 weeks just feels as if something is up - I've moved out for uni, I'm a 100 miles away - I'd expect there to be more contact because I'm far away.

Also he doesn't really message me much, sometimes it's a good morning, a bit of banter and goodnight. He's not romantic towards me as much as he used to be either. And the past two weeks when I message him (whatsapp) I can see that he's online but he doesn't open my message and goes offline then replies hours later even though he's been online in between, it makes me think he's talking to another girl, the attention he used to give me, he's giving it to someone else.

2 weeks ago (when all this started) I told him straight up that if he doesn't want to be with me then he's free to go, and I told him how I felt; that we don't talk anymore etc but then he says he loves me, doesn't want anyone else, that's why he's waited months to be with me etc and will make sure that we're still ok...

... But then he hasn't changed... it's making me really insecure and I hate it.