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Zuri is 15 years old. She's a freshman in high school and is popular, well liked and always goes out to parties/ wears dresses and has a great boyfriend. She has a 17 year old brother named Nelson who's 17. Nelson barely has friends, often gets bullied, his best friend from elementary school recently died, and Nelson was also beaten and sexually assaulted. Nelson has always been a weird kid, and stood out. Zuri felt embarrassed of her brother and wanted nothing to do with him. She told Nelson it was his fault he was sexually assaulted, beaten up and he deserved it for being so stupid. She also told Nelson see, if you weren't so weird you would have friends. See, your hair looks awful no wonder no one likes you. She also called Nelson pathetic, weak and useless. She used to black male Nelson about the time he used to shove tampons up his ass. She eventually told kids at school. . He was teased relentlessly. Their parents were getting a divorce, Nelson was hurt by this a lot. Zuri didn't care and adored her new step sister.

One afternoon Zuri told Nelson that he was pathetic, stupid, she wishes they were never siblings and she didn't care if she saw him again or not. Nelson left and hid his face. 50 minutes later The house got quiet. It bothered Zuri a lot. She called out to her brother but no one answered. She just heard weeping and the water running. She called again and asked him what he wanted to eat. Water poured from under the door, Zuri managed to unlock the door. To see Nelson with slit wrists, he took 70 sleeping pills and was shaking uncontrollably and vomiting blood. Zuri screamed in horror and called the police. She did CPR on her brother and forced him to vomit out all the pills and wrapped a towel over his bleeding wrists.

I have this friend, we use to be kind of best friends. A guy Im so comfortable around I can walk around him with no make up on or hangover asf. He stayed around mine couple of times aswell. We can not talk for months and then when we do, it's not awkward and we have so much fun. I know him for like 2 years by now. My sister introduced me to him.
He was going out with my sister and he was in love with her. He did everything for her but she didn't appreciate it and was so cold to him& played with his feelings.
Now he likes me a lot. He lives miles away from me but is coming to see me no matter what. Skipping his work, college just to see me, it costs a lot aswell to come to my area. He is telling me that he loves me, changing his profile pic to a pic with me, his wallpaper is with me aswell. I do believe that he actually loves me. Too long to explain, but he does a lot for me and shows lot of effort.
But I don't love him.
I don't know how I feel about him. When I'm with him I do wanna kiss him but then I regret it. We only made out, we never slept together but if we would I wouldn't mind. Even though he slept with my older sister like 2 years ago. I just don't want anyone to know coz it's kinda strange. If he wouldn't love me and would be only after sex then I'm alright, I would join him and be friends with benefits. Just don't wanna hurt him. He has been hurt so many times in his live. He doesn't really have family and it's hard for him.
I don't mind kissing him or sleeping with him, just don't want a relationship. And he knows that.
His 18th bday is coming and I dunno what should I get him. He didn't get me anything but he made my bday the best. Everyone left me so he organised a party for me. So it's not like he didn't get me anything, he got everything for me. All the alcohol and other stuff. He just made the day. Bless him.
I'm not sure if I should get him anything. Maybe just a bottle of champagne and a card? Or something more? Or nothing? I dunno