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For starters, im single dammit *eye roll* lol i wanna be happy because i knew i deserved better, but im mad at myself because i still love him but know its 100% over now. I ruined us for good. I was strong and broke up with him that afternoon after getting fed up. Then that night we talked, he played dumb and asked if i recalled what happened earlier. So i played dumb in return and pretended as if we never broke up. He got pissed and i turned all “delusional” and kept telling him he was still my boyfriend. I stooped to his level and had a very childish moment. But whatever, he's done with me now so its for the best. My friends tagteamed me and lectured me for getting weak all of a sudden and going out with a bang as the “crazy” girlfriend. Smh. But anyways today im feeling ok. They also told me how no guy these days will want a girl who doesn't have a car/not trying to learn to drive. So theyre prob right but i just wanted to ask y'all. I mean my boyfriend and guys before him didn't have a car but i still wanted and loved them. So it kinda sucks that guys these days apparently may not want me. #FeelFreeToList #DudeWheresMyCar

I want to break up with my boyfriend. I can't stand him anymore. My love is slowly fading away even the sex drive. The problem is i owe so much to his parents. They took me and provided all i need even payed my whole college tuition. They are from england and we are even planing to go visit during spring break. With tickets they have paid for. I dont know what to do. I feel im only in the relationship for the parents now. Because owe them so much. They even gave me love i never had before from real parents. I grew up with my grandma and my mother was a drug addict and father was never in the picture. I dont know what to do. I can't make my self love him again. He is stressing me out. I can't do it anymore. Iv been with the same behavior for 3 years now. Im the calm time while he's the im gonna get mad if you even look at me wrong type and im tired of it. I thought he would change and didn't. I want out. But i love his parents so much. What to do. Please help.

okay i have depression and tonight im feeling REALLY horrible bcos my mom is making me feel like shit. and im not exaggerating or anything but the window was just next to me and the urge to jump down was so strong. i was literally in tears and i texted my boyfriend that i wanna kill myself - but i didn't tell him the reason. he called me a few times and texted me but i didn't reply. then for 2 minutes there wasn't anything from him and i kinda calmed down abit. so i asked him, "what were u doing? for that 2 minutes?" AND HE SAID HE WAS ON TWITTER aka a social media. i got really pissed off like YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS SUICIDAL RN AND TOLD U she's THIS CLOSE TO JUMPING DOWN and yet you're on social media? i scolded him and told him i wanna break up bcos he's a shithead. and he said things like "WHAT CAN I DO", "IT FEELS TERRIBLE TO SEE YOUR GIRLFRIEND WANNA KILL HERSELF BUT U can't DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT", "im not a superhero i hope your next boyfriend will be a superhero". we fought abit and now we are kinda still together. and i dont know what to do. dont call me a "dramaqueen" or anything because i know i was this close to jumping down. and i could have been dead while he was on social media happily just because he's not a "superhero" and "cant do anything".