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(ive asked similar questions (wasn't poll need more clear cut responses) didn't get a whole lotta replies (please reply) and its my of venting rn)

IM ACTUALLY 17 GAG won't LET ME CHANGE MY AGE
My parents are very strict and I want to move out
NOT allowed to do:
have friends
have cell phone (never had one)
go outside
girlfriend (never had one)

Like two days ago my parents tried to get mad at me cause I didn't pray before i left for school (in 12) when i was late bc my brother messed up my alarm clock (without my knowledge) that was set.
Last week i almost got in trouble for not praying in my room for 3 hours. My dad threatened to not feed me as much if I dnt start "obeying" everything they say.
Yesterday my dad tried me acting like he is gonna hit me because I didn't run upstairs cause I was trying to untie a bread bag while he was on the phone.
Today he tried me cause I didn't come over fast enough to go pray? I was rinsing my plate before i put it down when he started yelling and acting like he is going to hit me
I feel like a fuckin slave and i am really about to hit the man if he trys to physically hit me, i swear
BUT
They feed me, dnt really hit me (abuse even though that is the threatened punishment), and provide for me school wise. Clothes shopping is a different story but at least i have some clothes (they are well off (about 90-100K a year) and i only have about 6 shirts and 5 pants)

I have a 3.7 GPA by the way. Im going to a perimeter college since im not allowed to go to a dorm (ill be at home) in a university. Im thinking about transferring next year and living in a dorm or something (cause i dnt wanna stay at home for.4-8 more years)
Should i stay or leave?
If i did could i support myself?'

Her ex bf constantly calls, I tell her I don't like it. She says "We're just friends, he has a gf; I can be friends with whoever I want; It's sad I have to end a friendship because of your blind jealousy"

She goes to her hometown. I call him and say she's my gf and to respect that. He tells me why he dumped her and doesn't want her.

My gf texts me "YOU can't CONTROL WHO IM FRIENDS WITH" I tell her the things he said about her. She gets mad at him. He screen shot their texts so I would end it with her.

Over the 2 years we've been together she's texted him "I miss you" "come visit me" every few months.

When we got together she told him "A guy I've been dating asked me to be his gf and I said yes. I wish things were different but I'm trying to be happy"

When she first got to her hometown she says "I dreamed I got to see you but then you left and I was sad" he says "Ive been dreaming about you too since you said you were coming to town"

I have a bouquet of flowers delivered to her parents house, she says she loves me and she's going to bed. She then texts him to "come over to hang out and smoke weed"

The next day she texts him and says "You made me feel uncomfortable so it was a factor. I care about you deeply but I have someone. Sometimes emotions can be ravaging."

The next day he says "Your bf called me, I'm gonna assume that us being friends is an issue" She says "No" and he says "Im not going to stop being friends unless thats what you want. Your bf will never be comfortable with that and by talking with him you add another level to this that is not positive" She says "we can't be friends you're dragging me down with you and cusses him out for talking bad about her to me"

She told me "they have a complex friendship that I couldn't understand" that her dream texts were "innocent nostalgia" she lied about having him over since "I would be mad" She said "he made a move and she kicked him out immediately"

I dont know what to believe

Ive been moved away to school for 3 days now an hour away from my girlfriend, we didn't talk for one of those 3 days at all and this morning I texted her once hoping she had a good first day back at school with a heart. Then I didn't text her for the rest of the day. Around dinner time she texted me saying that going back to school and hanging out with all the old friends and such really made her miss me a lot. she's never said anything to me like that before and we are used to only seeing one another once or twice a week. So does she really miss me? like is this a sign that she misses me a lot more than normal then? :S

Ive moved an hour away from my girlfriend of 2 months and I have some things that bug me a bit that I'm hesitant to talk about. I know in a relationship you should be open about your feelings and everything but I always hear that girls don't like when guys are insecure about something i.e girls cheating on them. I know my girlfriend is a wonderful girl and I really cannot see her cheating on me but these days you never know anymore :/ I've been cheated on in the past so its something that still sort of haunts me when it comes to relationships.

Should I tell her about my fear and risk looking really insecure?



or

not tell her and keep it to myself

PLEASE EXPLAIN YOUR ANSWER