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I know you might laugh and say no, but I can't deny this feeling. It's drives me nuts, I have already tried to forget him and tried to date other guys but I couldn't i feel so strong about him. Everyday passes it gets stronger, and I get the sense and vibe that he still lives me too and he is coming back to me. We had a on/off relationship, it isn't our first break up. Every break up was initiated by him and same was the make up. However, this time he took him longer to get back to me, every single day passes like a year. I keep being busy but yet hard to forget, he is there in everything I do... The cause of break was somehow me, I just scared him of having his freedom, doubting him, I know I did wrong. we were deciding to get married and talk to my parents just before the breakup ;(. I just miss him so bad and want him back in my life... I live once and I want to live with the one whom I love. Yet, I am too afraid to talk to him, I am too scared of that if he turn to take me just as a friend, scared if he really has forgotten me... On the other hand, Im afraid of the time I don't have time for another couple of years to date and know other guys... Im 28 and reaching 30, I want to have a family! really don't know what to do, plzzz help me!!! Thanks.

If you want to read the back story/blah blah a bit then read this bit; if not then just skip it. Oh. God. So I met this guy *B* on Saturday (well kind of got to know each other a bit at least because I've known him since Sep.) Through my boyfriend. (who dumped me on Monday which is good because I felt feelings for B...) So we were at this party last night and we both hate the music that they play so we literally hung out the whole time talking about loads of stuff.. Like music (We both have the same taste :D)

Anyway! He messaged me on FB after the party asking if I was ok because he heard then my ex was texting me (My ex was really pissed at B because apparently guys can't be nice to girls without it meaning shit and basically yelling/whining at me about stuff) And we ended up talking for ages. Then he said "I feel like I'm being interviewed haha" And I said "Sorry I tend to ask a lot of questions when I'm nervous" Then as soon as I sent it i went SHIT so I said "Not that I'm nervous." And he said "Haha well I feel like I should interview you then" so he asked me some stuff then we went to bed.