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First of all I really really love my best friend. We‘ve been friends for 13 years now and we have helped each other through so many things. I absolutely appreciate her but sometimes her behavior makes me feel unheard.

She is a very open person, absolutely beautiful and very outgoing. She's truly a social butterfly and guys love her for that.

She was diagnosed with depression a few years ago but doesn't go to therapy and doesn't take meds to fight it. To me she never seems depressed though. She sometimes has extreme outbursts of emotions to the point i can pick her up off the streets but that's it.

Last time I told her that I felt so bad and didn't know how to mive on she yelled at me "Stop whining! Who's suffering from depression? Me or you?".

She is diagnosed with pre cancer and now has to do radiation therapy. She always tells the people that know about it that we shouldn't tell anyone because she doesn't want to be seen as a sick and weak girl, yet she tells every guy she meets herself.

Lately I've had a few health problems myself so I'm currently seeing a doctor. Basically i suffer from fatigue and my whole body hurts the whole time. My friend told me today that it is just in my imagination and that I should be happy to be this healthy. She almost gets angry or annoyed when I say I'm feeling bad.

She always tells the guys she meets everything about the cancer and because of that they treat her extra nicely and get hooked on her. Even if I might sound a little bit jealous myself i just can't shake the feeling that she does that on purpose and is now scared that she isn't the only one that's sick anymore. I feel like she's seeing me as a rival.