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I know sometimes I miss my ex a lot, but I just don't have the balls (literally and metaphorically) to contact him again because it was so an awful breakup. He broke up with me but I was the one who deleted his number and blocked him off every social media.

Now after 3 months I find myself missing him so much and wanting to talk to him. I still have dreams about him on and off and today out of the blue I'm thinking about him so much.

Does that happen to you as well? Where after so long you get this desire to talk to your ex, and do you try to contact them or do you hold yourself back?

My ex boyfriend recently contacted me. Our relationship has been off and on between us. He's acting like he wants to be in a relationship again. He says all this nice stuff and how he really likes me still. But i can't trust him. All over twitter and facebook he's talking to other girls, and liking a lot of girls photos with like nothing on. He's a 19 year old boy that goes out partying a lot. So i don't expect for him to be stay loyal. I haven't seen him for about 2 months. We live about 20 min. away from each other. I have no doubt that if a girl came up to him to kiss or whatever, he would. I think he's using me as an ego boost, or he's using me for now until he gets a girlfriend. I do know that he wants to sleep with me. He is always going on about missing me. And how he wants to see me. But he doesn't care, like i do. He like leads me on getting my hopes up saying all this nice stuff and than the next day on twitter or any social media is talking to other girls saying theyre cute, i dont know what i shoukld do at this point. It hurts really bad and im very confused. If he messages me should i ignore him? By the way, im 17 and i dont do any drugs/ drinking/ partying, like my ex does.