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My boyfriend and I, who are both 17 and have been together for 6 months love each other. However, there was a recent death in the family and after that we just started falling off and arguing a lot. We were doing distance but got to see each other on holidays. I’d visit because my family lives in the same city as him.

We decided it couldn’t work between us at that point. He said he felt lost and he didn’t know what to do with himself. He started showing less interest in our relationship. We talked about it and he opened up to me. He told me he doesn’t know what to do and that he wants to be with me and he loves me but can’t manage anything in his life. I tried to be there for him, but it wasn’t working. We both got our closure and told each other we love each other and that we hope one day we can reconnect in the future.

I’m really heartbroken. I miss him very much and just wanna text him again, but I know I shouldn’t. Anyone have been through the same experience? Any advice? I feel lost. He was my bestfriend as well as my boyfriend. We had a connection and we were like the same person in different bodies as cheesy as that sounds. It feels really hard to live without him even though we didn’t see each other everyday. I’ve been feeling really down, and I can’t bring myself to focus or do anything. I’ve become tired all the time and lazy.