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I’m 23 and I have my own studio, however parents plan soon move to a very far city 2 hours away middle of nowhere. My brother lives there with his wife but his wife’s family gossip a lot & his wife don’t let my brother talk to me as she gets jealous. I have a year & more we don’t talk. Last year I lived with brother & wife for a month & I got more anxiety & stress. I had no life, everything was far & had go daily to brothers sisters house where I was ignored left out. I live 20 min away from boyfriend. But we aren’t at stage yet to live together but he visits studio each time we go for date, he doesn’t even eat at rest aunts with me now we eat in my studio. I have a cousin that moved to Florida he’s my same age & has his apartment alone. Whole life I had follow bro & wife to all their dates as a child & follow wife’s parties events with her family. I feel now I shud have own new life with boyfriend I don’t deserve be black sheep following them forever like a robot. Parents plan move to far city & I feel sad y they need move 2 hours away. I’m also tired don’t want be sleeping in moms same bed just following parents as I’m 23 not a 5 year old kid. I would feel depresed & not like a woman independent but a child. I also don’t want live alone forever I feel everyone needs a partner. A lot of times i get stress to be alone 24/7 in my small studio. So boring. I don’t have friends a lot of girls have been mean to me & just gone with their bfs. My best friend is my boyfriend.

My bff (boyfriend forever) and I have been together for a while now (3 years technically, 5 really) and we are committed to each other for the rest of our lives - longer if there is an afterlife. Marriage just has always seemed selfish and toxic to us, so we haven't done it. However, we've found that cohabitation is probably a bad idea. Basically we're either going to move in together and get married or stay in separate homes and continue the relationship. We've talked about it briefly, but I wanted some opinions before we talked in depth. What are your thoughts? Please share opinions, not just vote :)