Search Results: cussing

Last week, my boyfriend and I broke up in an angry fight at his house. I was having an episode. We were together for a year and I dumped him in September, got back together in November. He's known the majority of our relationship I was bipolar, but had never witnessed an episode. I've been on my medcation since December trying to get it together. Last Tuesday, I asked him if I could continue to talk to him about my disorder and my episodes. He said yes. I asked this because a week before that, I told him I needed more support and if I couldn't talk to him about it, I'd talk to someone else and he wasn't allowed to be mad about it. He said, "Trust me, I won't, as long as it's a trained professional". Yes, exact words from text message. I told him I was going to talk to my friends too, which seemed to annoy him but he got over it. And no, I was't trying to annoy him. Anyway, after I asked last Tuesday about him being more supportive and talking to him more, I found his dating profile. We met online anyway, but he wouldn't delete them. I've been asking for months to delete them from 2 sites, but he wouldn't. My birthday was Feb. 21st, and he was supposed to take me to dinner (this guy never voluntarily took me anywhere. Never had a date, never went to dinner, for drinks... it was his house all time to watch a movie, watch him play a video game, talk, and then sex. I'm really not making this up.) I had to change my wish from dinner to him deleting his profile to make him do it. Then a week a later, it was back up. He said I never told him how long to leave it gone. He deleted it again, and last Tuesday when I went to the bathroom, I found he had a Tinder profile. There was screaming, yelling, cussing, and he said we were over and said he'd call the police if I didn't leave. I was asking him to help me and all he said was 'That's not my job anymore."

I don't find boyfriends easily. I'm scared I'm not loveable because of my disorder.