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I feel like crap today. And I have an exam tomorrow and barely started studying. I’m clouded with thoughts of her. This girl who I didn’t even approach myself (I was interested in someone else). I’m so scared of her hurting me (just seeing her brings sorrow). I had moved on, but she approached me again. I tested the waters again, this semester. I thought she only wanted to be friends (since she reticently rejected me with her body language). I thought she felt sorry for me, so she wanted to make it up to me by offering me her friendship. I thought she had a bf!

Yet, I would try to act like a classmate (small talk and stuff) and she would still act fidgety and odd. One day I said hi to her before class, and she ran off to the exit (came back only after teacher went in). I tried so many times to talk to her and sometimes she’d be nice, other times she’d be like an iceberg. One day I talked to her and she blushed.

After so much effort, I managed to get her to study with me. It was so awkward, and I never made a move b/c I wasn’t sure how she’d take it. So I ended up excusing myself (she made me feel like garbage, as I talked to her). I like taking things slow and getting to know the person first, before making a move. I just feel she’s so toxic and I want out. So I’m cutting her off again, as she’s not very friendly. 2 weeks for the end of the semester, and I got an exam tomorrow. Should I just cut her off once and for all? She has only brought pain to my life. Even if I managed to turn things around, I feel like she'd end up hurting me in the end (if she were my gf). Does it make sense for to move on now?